06 – The Soul – Who Am I? Conscience above all (part 1)
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There comes a time in our lives when we are ready to ask ourselves “Who am I?” This is a very important moment for our evolution; a fundamental question that we should ask ourselves even when we are sure we already know the answer.
“I am something more than this. I am not what people see, I am much more than that!” we say to ourselves. But who exactly are we?
We know we are something that goes far beyond what we believe ourselves to be, and beyond what we see in the mirror too… and yet our identity remains too hidden from us. Sometimes when we look in the mirror and stare into our eyes we feel a little strange, like there is someone else staring at us. So we lower our gaze and look at our reflection only for logical reasons (such as combing our hair, putting on make-up, washing our face), but never to stare into our own eyes trying to understand “who we are” because this makes us feel embarrassed. We feel strange looking straight into our eyes because we are afraid that something unexpected might somehow come out of them, and this disturbs us. So we avoid staring into our own eyes with the intent of finding out who we are as much as possible, acquiring the habit of seeing our face without giving it a true value, except to be just what it is: simply a part of a human body.
Around us something moves to prevent us from discovering who we are by filling our days with tasks that exclude any possibility of having free time to stop and think. This prevents us from having time to think about ourselves and to reflect on our lives, giving us so many problems to pay attention to, that we no longer think about ourselves. Something has always prevented us from asking ourselves who we are, and we comply with it for fear of finding out information that we think we might not want to know. We are afraid to know who we really are. Inside we know that unveiling the truth about ourselves will bring a large change in our lives and it scares us because we are not sure it’s a good thing. We are totally suffocated by work, study, by the need to fill our heads with anything to avoid that question… “Who am I?”
This happens to the point where we choose to run away from this need and find consolation in the taxes to pay, in our children’s school, in the mortgages and debts, which will completely keep us from stopping for a moment to ask ourselves: “Who am I, really?” We believe this is the right way to find peace because that question ignites something so big inside us that, for fear of what we do not know, we try to suffocate it into non-existence. Running away, though, won’t give us the peace we are looking for. Peace can only be found in the answers, real answers that make us understand who we really are.
First of all, we are Conscience.
There is one thing we know deep inside ourselves, which we try to hide for fear of it being too strong to handle or for fear that it will lead us on a strenuous path to the discovery of the truth. The reality is that there is something great and mysterious behind our eyes. This fact stalls us even before we start getting any answers, making us fear that going forward would only increase the questions, not the answers.
People around us are often not ready to ask themselves these same questions because they are too busy with their everyday distractions, so we find ourselves dealing with these feelings of emptiness on our own because no one else takes it seriously. We wonder if we are the only ones asking ourselves these questions, or if sometimes also other people look in the mirror and wonder if that face is really their essence, or if it is just a mask, a human body costume that hides their true identity.
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Many times we think that ours is just a mental journey, that all of this does not exist and that we are completely imagining it. And yet, even at those times, we cannot suppress that strange inner voice that pushes us to seek the truth. Daily tasks and chores prevent us from paying more attention to that push, because that’s what we want: to ignore that voice that makes us ask who we really are. Still, this that our instinct doesn’t give up: it is subtle, but always trying to make itself heard. You do everything to ignore it and to spend your time in any other way. You spend your daily hours thinking about when nighttime will come, and then go straight to sleep so that you don’t have to think about yourself and you don’t have to ask yourself that weird, heavy question.
Then suddenly there is a moment in your life when you are ready to discover that you are something beyond your face, your body, your appearance. You know that whatever constitutes ‘you’ is much deeper than your eyes, which don’t actually represent you as much as you would like. You wish that people would understand you without the need for you to speak but only by looking into your eyes, the mirror of the soul. But still, when you look in the mirror you can’t recognize yourself either. At this point, after so many years wasted on silencing that inner voice, you have to make a choice: to listen and follow that strong instinct once and for all, or abandon it forever. If you suppress it, you will have decided to abandon your Conscience, which is everything that allows you to be different from others. You will be like anyone else, identical and lifeless inside like all those people out there who identify themselves with the job they do and no longer with the life they have. Or, slowly, you can choose to listen to that inner voice more and more, noticing that it will become clearer and more direct, as if someone turned up the volume, making everything more… Real.
By deciding to listen to that instinct you choose to remember who you are. You’ll let those strange unfounded fears slip away, and will notice how useless and nonsensical they were. Conscience goes far beyond the ability to understand whether an action is right or wrong, whether you are doing good or bad. Concience is what makes us different from machines, which work without knowing that they Are and exist. Machines move, act, and some of them react to impulses just like computers do when they recognize a problem within them and solve it. But we have something more advanced that allows us to reflect, which goes beyond thinking. We have Conscience.
There are those who calls it Soul, but these are actually two very different levels. By choosing to listen to the instinct which is your Conscience, you allow yourself to discover something deeper and of enormous value, which is the Soul. The Soul has never been explained to us in the correct way, exactly to keep us away from the awareness of being a superior form of life. We grew up in an illusion convinced of as if it were reality, and believe that true reality is only a fantasy, a creation of our mind. This happened because no one has ever established this truth, and we got convinced that something, in order to exist, must be confirmed by everybody and not only by those who are able to see it and understand it. The truth is not for everyone, but only for those who choose to discover it.
Conscience pushes you further, it invites you to follow an evolutionary path that allows you to get closer to it, know it and finally understand what its purpose is and how to reach it. At first, it may seem like a foreign voice to you: it’s there, inside your chest, but you do not recognize it as yourself because it is different from you, very different. You feel this instinct that does not speak in words and yet you feel it, it’s in there in your chest bursting to get out, but something is stopping it. It is a strange feeling, sometimes melancholic, and you know it’s real because it’s very strong even when you try to hide it.
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You look around and you know that right now you are the only one having this feeling, to hear this voice, and it scares you because it makes you feel like you are the only one in the world. Actually, you are not the only one: many others have the same feeling every day, they just do not have the courage to say it. Also not everyone perceives it at the same time. Each person has their own moment of listening and not everyone decides to start paying attention to that voice because most of the time we prefer to bury it under a thousand problems to solve, unaware that the solution to our burdens is precisely that.
Yet, you keep feeling that urge, that presence inside you that communicates most of the time without talking, but you feel it and it is hard to deny its existence. You know that if you keep ignoring it, it would lead to the end of your Conscience. But most of the time you try to stifle even this awareness because it scares you. You know that if you separate yourself from that presence you would lose something too big and too important, but you don’t really know its value and what it exactly is. So you let yourself be deceived by apathy and you try again to move it far away from you so that you don’t hear it. The Conscience communicates with a different force from yours, a wiser and more evolved mental ability. It is as if it knew something that you don’t, and saw far beyond what you can see, but you still don’t know whether to trust it blindly because you fear that following it will take you too far from your life, from your habits. You think your Conscience is very different from you but it’s not, because it’s you who are different, it is you who walked away without realizing it. You are lucky in that it has not yet abandoned you and didn’t let you fall asleep like so many others. You have the choice every day to listen to it or not. The choice to listen to your Conscience is not radical, because every day you might decide to change your mind, to listen to it or to ignore it. The choice will never be forced or harsh, most of the time you will forget you can choose and you will let yourself fall asleep, the sleep that will take you away from evolution. However, it won’t be too late yet. Until you completely forget about Its existence you can still try to do something, otherwise you will forget everything and become a human machine. Letting yourself fall asleep will take you to the end of your days, making you die inside. It doesn’t matter if the body continues to function because you will feel lifeless inside, without any reason to keep on living. This is not the destiny that awaits you, but you must make a choice every day because by not choosing you will let your Conscience abandon you.
Conscience is something that goes far beyond a simple intuition or the idea of being different. By following it you allow yourself to really be different, to become someone that, even if you had everything, you might not have felt it before. Conscience is the matter that fills the emptiness you feel and that you have been searching for your whole life, but you never understood how to collect or possess it. It’s not easy to understand but Conscience has always belonged to you, you just never knew how to use it. You might believe that Conscience is just an indefinite, shapeless and worthless thing present inside you and something that doesn’t need any attention. In reality it is a force that – if you decide to commit yourself to its evolution – would allow you to achieve goals that you didn’t even hope you could approach. We could compare your Conscience to your legs: if you don’t make the effort to move them, your body won’t go anywhere and you won’t be able to move forward, with the consequence of ending up in stasis forever. You could try to move in other ways, you could crawl or drag yourself on the ground with your nails, but sooner or later all this would destroy you. Awareness allows you to understand that the initial effort to give movement to your legs will take you where you want to go, and the strain will be minimal compared to everything you will achieve thanks to this small sacrifice. It would be different if you decided not to move your legs, and to drag yourself on the ground to get where you want to go. Knowing this very well; that for fear of the first effort (walking with your legs) you would find yourself through much more labour and pain, and that this would not get you anywhere.
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Your Conscience is like your legs, because if you decide to use it now, it will take you where you want to go. On the other hand, without it you will struggle a lot more to pursue a goal that you may never achieve. With your legs you can walk fast, you can run and get far away. By crawling on the ground you will stop very soon, tired and destroyed. Just as your legs are not there for beauty and only to stay motionless, neither your Conscience is there just for beauty, only to stay motionless. Being aware of having a Conscience does not mean knowing how to use it, much less knowing how to always use it. The most common mistake is to believe that the Conscience should only be listened to, but the reality is that it should be used, it should be fulfilled, and it should be trained just like your legs. It’s not just a voice. Conscience is alive and it communicates its knowledge, which can increase if you allow it, by training yourself to use it. All living beings have Conscience: humans, animals, even plants, which during their lives can memorize and remember what they have experienced. There are people, however, who possess something more than Conscience, which is the Soul. The Soul is something that not everyone possesses because, unlike what we have been led to believe, it constantly needs attention, energetic nourishment, and practice to strengthen it. Many people don’t give importance to it and don’t give it the right value. They think that everything is owed to them and that they do not need to nourish their Soul. Everyone ignores the Soul, but when some people learn that they may not have it, they start shivering as if they ever cared.
People have a different level of evolution due to their own life experience, their own reflections, but above all their own attempts to rediscover themselves and to awaken through spiritual techniques. Everyone has the Conscience (which some people confuse with the Soul), but despite that, only a few decide to listen to it and follow its push to begin an evolutionary path which will lead them to understanding Conscience itself. Everyone has a different time to start reflecting on their life, some will never start, but we can’t expect everyone to start today with us because it might not be their time. Some will start in a few years, many others will never choose to start and for this reason they will not be able to understand what it feels like to be aware of their own Conscience, often because they do not know where to begin and do not know the right method. “Who am I?” is the question that everyone is asking, but only the few decide to go on and begin a spiritual journey. Little by little, we decided to assign terms to identify the difference between people who do not want to know themselves from people who really want to discover and evolve. I fully agree with those who think that this is a structured method and that it is not correct to label and generalize, but it is necessary to distinguish people in search of the truth from people who prefer to stay asleep (and not know anything about anything) to have an idea of what we will discover on the spiritual path.
The search for our own essence and the desire to discover who we are leads us to a spiritual understanding of what our Conscience wants to achieve and how to obtain it. By asking ourselves this question every day, without stopping at the usual banal answer, we are increasingly driven to follow what is called Spirituality. Although it may seem something unknown, it all begins with wondering about our real essence. From that point it extends to the decision to dedicate every day to the discovery of a new knowledge that accumulates little by little. Spirituality is a path on which, step by step, you will find increasing information about yourself. If only you decide to walk it.
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In this sense, then, we can speak of spiritual people, meaning those who seek answers to their questions, and non-spiritual people, who are all those who prefer to sleep and don’t know anything about spirituality for fear of it being too big for them, or out of simple apathy. No matter what the reasons are for deciding to sleep or choosing not to make a decision, the point is that by remaining chained in the routine and forgetting about your Conscience, you end up losing it altogether. Nowadays the term “spiritual” is used by everyone, and more in the sense of fashion than for a genuine choice, therefore defining some people ‘spiritual’ despite they’re not even believing in spirituality. This leads to ruin the true value of this term, making it seem like something that has nothing to do with what we were initially looking for. We might even end up connecting with some people who are supposed to represent spiritual evolution and see them behave worse than those who say they know nothing about it. The point, in fact, is not to define yourself as spiritual, but to really be spiritual!
For this reason we should try to use other terms, because when we refer to a person as “spiritual” the meaning can vary. The word “spiritual” does not really indicate the evolution of a person, but only the (spiritual) activities that they carry out for a certain period of their life, without actually knowing whether these will last. You cannot recognize people’s evolution just by talking to them (because they could be hiding what they know) or just by looking at them (because the physical aspect of that moment doesn’t always represent an internal evolution, especially if we expect that being evolved is like always being dressed well and with freshly made hair). Still, through practical techniques you can learn to recognize those who have a higher Conscience from those who are losing their Conscience forever. For now I presume you don’t know how to distinguish who – just like yourself – is looking for an answer to their questions, even if it be with theoretical reasoning alone. Let’s try to to understand the difference together.
First we’ll talk about spiritual and non-spiritual people. These terms are intended to define who, at this very moment, is practicing a spiritual path or is not practicing anything at all. Nowadays anyone could define themselves as spiritual without having even practiced a single meditation, but just because they think they are more evolved, wiser, more aware and generally better than others (even though there’s no proof to show it). On this path, though, we will learn to define as ‘spiritual’ only those who are really practicing meditative techniques. Those who do not practice, even if they speak of themselves as gods come to Earth, will still remain non-spiritual people because they do not actually practice any evolutionary technique, but spend their time praising themselves with so many beautiful words which remain only words.
As mentioned before, every person is different and each has their own right time of discovery. So if Now is your time to be spiritual, it may not necessarily be the same for the people around you; but that doesn’t mean that if they are not ready now they will never be. Maybe some of them will start reflecting on all of this in a few months, others is a few years… and they might decide one day to start practicing with the intent of evolving, and become spiritual. Moreover, spirituality is a choice that has to be made every day, because when you forget to choose your Conscience starts falling asleep again. For this reason we can’t define someone as spiritual just because years ago they tried to practice something: it doesn’t mean that they are still doing it today, in the present moment. Being spiritual is a choice, and when we stop choosing we stop being spiritual. We can use another form of recognition (remembering that this too remains, for your current level of understanding, only a theoretical method), and when you will have learned the proper techniques to recognize who has a strong Conscience and who doesn’t you will understand these concepts and the value of these terms much better.
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There are those who have a Conscience without even knowing it, and those who expand their awareness every day and create something that goes far beyond a human Conscience, which we call the Soul. There are those who will never understand the sense of wondering about their existence and the reason for their life, and there are those who have understood that they must go all the way and recognize the purpose of their birth and their future. I’ll introduce some simple terms to mark the difference, but keep them generic in order not to label people for life.
First of all we have those who don’t have the slightest interest in discovering the reason for their existence, but it doesn’t end there because we deal with the kind of person who gets annoyed when someone else tries to ask themselves this question. There would be no reason to get nervous if someone else wants to believe in a different theory, but when it comes to spirituality some people are forcibly trying to prevent others from asking themselves those questions. Although some people may think that there is no purpose in life and that the ultimate goal is to be born and die without ever having achieved anything evolutionary during their own life, there should be no reason to get angry if someone else, without bothering anyone, tries to discover their own personal identity. If this identity does not exist why do some people work so hard to hide it from those who are looking for it? Why must they go against those who want to believe that there is something beyond what we generally see? There would be no logical reason if it wasn’t that they are driven by something greater than them, that prevents them from evolving and that is committed to preventing others from evolving too. In this path we will define people who are not spiritual, do not believe in spirituality, and might even go against those who ask questions about evolution, with the term “Gaia’s Low”.
Gaia’s Low refers to people who have a Low Frequency (which you will understand by reading the appropriate articles), which is part of the planet Earth that we will call Gaia or Gea. People who will not go beyond the human life that has been imposed on them, who will not ask themselves questions about their real essence, who will not ask themselves “who am I?”, who will not even want to know it, and who possess a Conscience that is too connected to the planet, will be called “Gaia’s people”, or, to be more correct, low-frequency Consciences connected to the planet Gaia. Therefore, “Gaia’s Low”. In the following documents you will understand how accurate this term is and you will better understand the differences. Gaia’s Low, or people with a low Conscience, are mainly divided into less evolved and more evolved people because the latter, while not practicing meditation and spiritual techniques, try in their own way to recognize their Conscience and to not forget about it. Unfortunately this is not enough to go beyond Conscience, because without energy techniques we are limited and ultimately blocked. On the other hand we have spirituals, who are people who not only ask themselves questions and wonder how to evolve their lives, but they also try to find the right way to do it through meditation and practical techniques. They will be called “Celestials”. This is just a smattering of what you need to know. But what is really important is not to forget that one’s Conscience needs to be trained and not just listened to, because this will lead practitioners to discover information about their existence that they would never have believed possible, if it didn’t come to them so obviously.
By choosing not to listen to your Conscience you choose to end your life by becoming a human machine. But by choosing to listen to it and to make the most of it you decide to evolve more than ever, from life to life. No one can choose for you, but I advise you to follow your Conscience to the ends of the earth, because it will always be right, even when you are not.
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